1. Tezden AA, Network Programming ve Engineering Statistics’ten F aldım. İçime oturdu, yer etti.
2. Güneş bir insanın sahip olabileceği en iyi dost (ve bunu sırf, F’lerin hararetini alması için elinde bira ve çerezle bizim eve gelmesinden ötürü demiyorum )
3. Sırf ne acayip bir kelime. Sırp gibi.
4. EWQLSO Silver, Kontakt 2.2, Logic Pro 8… bunların ayarını yapabilecek miyim acaba?
5. 2AM and she calls me ’cause I’m still awake… My phone is dead, in truth. Meh.
6. Dolgum kırıldı. Bildiğin tırsıyorum. Ne olur uyuşturup yeni dolgu yapsınlar ve ne olur kanal tedavi olmayayım. Ama kader kısmet.
7. Bazen bir şeyi yazarken aklımdan da aynı cümleyi düşündüğüm için cümlenin yarısını yazmayı unuttuğum oluyor. Anlamsız şeyler çıkıyor sonradan.
8. Bazen normal bir insan olmak istiyorum.
9. Simplicity’yi tamamlasam mesela. Ne kadar melankolik oldu o da.
10. Yatsam iyi olacak sanırım.

Q: Can this problem be solved with Dijkstra’s algorithm?

A: In my opinion this problem can be solved with Dijkstra’s algorithm. Why wouldn’t it be? I don’t see any reason for it not to be solved with Dijkstra’s algorithm.

This is from a quiz a year ago. I got 70 and not questioning why Yesterday I took my last two finals and should have written “To my family and friends…” instead of my name only given that my answers on exam papers can be considered as a compilation of short stories with technical terms 

Not even a minute exists that I miss. It’s 5 in the morning, I’m at school with friends and we just finished studying statistics and will start studying network programming in a few minutes. No sleep for us tonight. Tomorrow will be a different experience; 2 finals in one day, no sleep and I don’t know if I’m ready for these exams. I’ll probably won’t do so good but don’t really care either. Friday will be a day spent in bed. I will hibernate like a grizzly bear.

I don’t know why I don’t write here as often as I used to write to my old blog. Maybe it’s because everybody’s changing and I don’t feel the same. There are things that needs to change. I started to see everything as a system, but you don’t analyze life, you live it! Oooh by the way I saw REALLY big insects in campus tonight and with “REALLY big” I mean if you were stranded on an island with these things around, you could survive eating them. They are disgusting, they make a hissing noise and have meaty legs. If you see something with more than 4 legs, wings and almost as big as your thumb, you should run to the other way.

PS: It’s raining outside right now. Oh, how I love the rain.

PPS: I was thinking about posting another old blog post but then changed mind. Eh, maybe later.

This post goes to some of my female friends who carry 2.5 grams of meatball instead of a working brain in their skull:

1-) If you’re breaking up with your boyfriend or if you’ve ended the relationship recently, then please don’t fill your facebook status box with “Oh, baby, I’m so over you. You were wrong, I was right. I’m trying to make you suffer and see what you’re missing because I’m the best you can ever get” kinds of quotes. It looks stupid. It looks stupid more than any word spoken in any language can ever express. Your heart might be broken but I don’t want to face your drama every fucking time you update your profile. Also by doing this you’re clearly admitting that you’re not over him in fact you’re dying to get his attention while he is, most probably, getting drunk and fucking other girls.

2-) If you’re not gay then it’s not cool to act like one. Seriously, it’s not. You cannot call your girl friends repeatedly as “love”, “sweatheart”, “the lovely one” or what’s worse “love of my life” if they are not your GIRLFRIEND … yes, with capitals so you can understand the difference. I don’t understand the point of being so very sappy with your best friends. What is the great reason behind commenting under a profile picture as “I want to bite that cute little nose of yours. Oh, you’re so lovely. You’re my love only. Kissessssss…xxx” It’s not funny, it does not make any sense, it does not make you sexy and it sure does not make you look cute.

Bu aralar değişik şeyler oluyor. Birazı iyi, birazı kötü gibi ama sonuçların ne yönde olacağını zaman gösterecek. Bütün bunlarla birlikte siteye “Downloads” sayfası koymayı düşünüyorum fakat henüz tam bir karara varmadım. Bu sayfanın içeriği genel olarak kayıtlarım olacak. Açıkçası sitenin çok (hiç) ziyaretçisinin olmaması pozitif yönde bir etken çünkü söz konusu şarkılara gelince biraz çekingenim. “Utanç Dosyası”ndan daha iyisini hakedenleri buraya koyabilirim. Neyse, Logic Pro’yu çözüp elimdekileri kayıt edene kadar sanırım bir karara varmış olurum.

Bir de bu resmi buldum geçenlerde gerçekten çok hoşuma gitti bence bu postun içinde olmayı hakediyor kerata.